What are you asking me, then? “Is death or life to be regarded as preferable?” I answer: Life. “Pain or pleasure?” I answer: Pleasure. “But if I don’t agree to play a role in the tragedy, I’ll lose my head.”
Go and play that role then, but I won’t play one. “Why?” Because you regard yourself as being just one thread among all the threads in the tunic. “So what follows?” You should consider how you can be like other people, just as one thread doesn’t want to be marked out from all the other threads.
But for my part, I want to be the purple, the small gleaming band that makes all the rest appear splendid and beautiful. Why do you tell me, then, to ‘be like everything else’? In that case, how shall I still be the purple?
Helvidius Priscus saw this too, and having seen it, acted upon it. When Vespasian sent word to him to tell him not to attend a meeting of the Senate, he replied, "It lies in your power not to allow me to be a senator, but as long as I remain one, I have to attend its meetings.“ — "Well, if you do attend, hold your tongue." — "If you don’t ask for my opinion, I’ll hold my tongue.” — "But I’m bound to ask you.“ — "And I for my part must reply as I think fit.” — "But if you do, I’ll have you executed.“ — "Well, when have I ever claimed to you that I’m immortal? You fulfil your role, and I’ll fulfil mine. It is yours to have me killed, and mine to die without a tremor; it is yours to send me into exile, and mine to depart without a qualm.”
What good, you ask, did Priscus achieve, then, being just a single individual? And what does the purple achieve for the tunic? What else than standing out in it as purple, and setting a fine example for all the rest?
Another man, if he’d been told by Caesar to stay away from the Senate in such circumstances, would have replied, “Thank you for excusing me.”
But Caesar wouldn’t have tried to stop such a man from going to the Senate in the first place, knowing that he would either sit there like a jug, or else, if he did speak, would say exactly what he knew Caesar would want him to say, piling on plenty more in addition.


